Well 2023, I always start the new year full of hope, full of promise. It's started pretty much a dud. My job search is going abysmally, my health is slowly starting to turn better though, I think. Well better than in my head. Ive been terminal many times in my head ,so far. I'm not good at being sick. Diabetes has not been easy for me, or my other ailments that seem to come along with it. I hate taking any kind of medicine and now I seem to have a whole arsenal of things that